hongster never die, tiongxim ccb. ?

do u still remember th first time I brought u t sky garden during Chinese new year? .
we both toned there and had our first H2H talk there. we didn't get bored.
these sweet memorize.
难道这些开心的日子都是骗人的吗？
难道在你嘴里说出来的话，都是假的？
we've been thru so much. seen u change so much. those happy and sad moments . are they really fake ?

I feel like I'm really breaking down le.
two days le. and I can't sleep. you're th only person that can make me feel like that. I'm tired le, really. I gave up. lost hope.

is guys really all like that?
sighs. i dont know what t do.
I don't wanna end this relationship. but I'm really breaking down. endure. how long can I endure. another four days t 11th month alr. I endured for so long alr. if this gonna cont. I will breakdown for sure.

though I'm giving another chance. but there's still a cut on me. and it hurts alot. I'm giving u time. hoping u will change. I will act as is I know nothing and treat it as nothing happened. but if it happened again. I won't give another chance anymore.

it's haunting me everyday. trust u? everytime i wanted t trust u. things like this happened. it's not th first time alr. how am I suppose t trust u.

11 months. u told me u loved me. is this all just a lie?

I can't accept th facts that happen . but what I can do? I can't do anything.

Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.

not gonna name out who. but. they are a group. they are impt. t me, doing th things that we all like together. LionDance.
u all are onces my best friends. my closest friends.
but , betrayed me .__.
i dont knowif it's possible t still be friends. but . i'll still try.
lion dance is very important t me. my hobby. and th only place where i can calm down my mind. when i'm training. my worries and unhappy-ness will all be gone.
there's 2 people. sjl & twj. my "shifu"
whenever i'm upsad, their just8 numbers away and off t sai guan.
but than it's no longer there.

okay. i shall stop talking about thi
s.





morning 9plus met gibsonfor breakfast & planned bbq things. everythig planned .hope nothing goes wrong :/
zzz. nao 2 am liao. gonna wakeup @ 530 for school.
scare cannot wake up X.X LOLOL.
SIANLEHH. LOL. okay. i ran out of thoughts of what t post. kbye (: