hello

i'm back blogging.. i realise i've been neglecting my blog for quite some time.

i've been sitting alone thinking alot of things. out of a sudden. our past just run through my mind.
dont you miss our past?
maybe that wasnt the real yoou at that moment. but atlease you're your real you now.

i appreciate everything you've done for me . i really do. in the past, and now. i do.
although i'm still not sure abt ur feeling for me now. still feeling insecure now. but i love you.
even more then the past. a lil bit  more each time you trynna make me feel secure.

i'm always looking for the memories that belongs to us. but i cant find any. i've always been looking for that special place that belong to us. but i still cant find any. but in this 18 month relationship. i've learnt alot of things.
all the lil things you've done is all in my heart,
everythings. good or bad.. all.

i wonder how much am i worth to you. cos you're very important to me. more then what i can express.
i hope u can know all these things. cos i can say it all out.

i remember all the lil promised you've made to me... the sweet moments. i miss them all.
i remember being together, dating. th "i cant lose you" feeling.
the tight hugs. the exitment feeling whenever we see each other. the shy moment when you looked into my eyes.

but it's enough already. all this memorize. it's enough to make me remember it forever.
nomatter what happens in the future. be it still tgt or not. i'll still remember it...

30th story, csc, east coast park, xiao gui lin, sheesha, sky park, bukit panjang, hougang, serangoon, vivo city, blk 369, wu pa bie shu. manymany more...

baby. i really love you. and i hope u know it....

i'm bored. so here i am doing this again (:

NAME: Priscilla.

AGE: 16

BIRTHDATE: 061196

PRESENT ADDRESS: Bukit batok

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = vitasoy 

2. last phone call = Wang weiqiang

3. last text message = Wang weiqiang

4. last song you listened to = tian hou

5. last time you cried = forgotten

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Yes.

7. been cheated on = yea

8. kissed someone & regretted it = Ya.

9. lost someone special = Yea

10. been depressed = Yah!

11. been drunk and threw up = -.- YES

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. black

13. blue

14. pink

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Ya.

16. Fallen out of love = yea

17. Laughed until you cried = yea

18. Met someone who changed you = YAH!

19. Found out who your true friends were = Yea.

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Ya.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = NO.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = most of them!

24. Do you have any pets = yeas

25. Do you want to change your name = No.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = drinking and ktv.

27. What time did you wake up today = 12:30

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = scribbling

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = my boyfr t bring me go swimming and gaigai :D

30. Last time you saw your Mother = she's a week ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = MY ATTITUDE

32. What are you listening to right now = nothing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = no.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing

37. Nickname = zhu & lao shu -.-

38. Relationship Status = Attch.

39. Zodiac sign = scopio

40. He or She = huh?

41. Elementary = Yio chu kang.

42. High School = hougang sec

43. College = -

44. Hair color = Abit brown

45. Long or short = Long.

46. Height = 155 i think

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = nah

48. What do you like about yourself? = dont know

49. Piercings = no

50. Tattoos = No.

51. Righty or lefty= Righty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = Nope

53. First piercing = Forget :/ .

54. First best friend dont remember

55. First sport you joined = dont remember

56. First vacation = MALAYSIA

58. First pair of trainers = hur ?

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nothing.

60. Drinking = Nothing.

61. I'm about to = sleep .

62. Listening = suave / kiss me

63. Waiting for = nth

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = YEP

65. Get Married? = yes

66. Career? = yah

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = both!

68. Hugs or kisses= hugs

69. Shorter or taller = taller

70. Older or Younger = older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = both .

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both-.-

73. Sensitive or loud = NONE

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = None.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = yes , during true or dare

77. Drank hard liquor = Yah.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = NOPE

79. Sex on first date = NO.

80. Broke someone's heart = yea LOL

81. Had your own heart broken = Ya.

82. Been arrested = ya-.-

83. Turned someone down = ya.

84. Cried when someone died = ya . DUH

85. Fallen for a friend = Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = sometimes

87. Miracles = ya. sometimes.

88. Love at first sight = no

89. Heaven = Ya.

90. Santa Claus = No-.-

91. Kiss on the first date = yea

92. Angels = Ya.

Fuck this shit.

FUCK THIS SHIT. FUCK EVERYONE FUCK EVERY PIECE OF SHIT OKAY.
What's wrong with people today. Nb.

Seriously.
Firstly. I didnt say anything about u wishing me for our anniversary for the past 6 months.
FYI. IF U HAVEN'T REALIZE We didn't celebrate OUR ANNIVERSARY for the past 6months and I'M OKAY WITH THAT.
BUT. u didn't realize that you've been neglecting our relationship ALOT lately.
You've been planing to meet ur whoever friends during ALL Ur off days . And u expect me to accompany u. EVEN ON OUR ANNIVERSARY . YOU WANT ME TO ACCOMPANY U TO MEET UR FRIENDS.
U can plan to do everything with YOUR FRIENDS and all I can is shut my bloody mouth and fucking follow. Wut else ?
Then ?! What's next ? Even on EVERY of our anniversary .

Wtf is wrong with you ? Okay. Imagine the time u spend with me. Not counting the days in army but after you ORD. You've never went out with me once. and I meant NEVER.

And then here comes your LOL.
In EVERY TEXT MESSAGES. LOL LOL LOL LOL & STILL, LOL.
Does anything I've said in the text made u laugh or does it even sounds funny? FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY.

That's enough. AND TODAY. I've been so pissed off with my bloody teAcher alr. And I was trying to find someone to talked to. You. You were the ONLY ONE who can hear me talk. And then. You, bloody ignored me. Eh wtf is wrong with you.
Then ?! Everyone starts to ignore. And from now. I'll shut the fuck up and make sure u don't think I'm bloody attitude-ing you okay.

You were the one who starts giving me shits. I'll return u all your bloody shits you gave me and make sure u bth.
Seriously....

Exam period. U didn't once tell me goodluck for your exam. After i came back. U didn't once asked me how's my exam.
Everyday after you ended work. I'll ask u how's your work. Try'nna chill the hell out of u if you're angry with ur costumer . Trynna sweet talk more to make u happy. Do our house chores for you. Do everything for you. But if u're gonna take everything for granted. I'll stop. I swear I'll stop. If u think I ain't good enuf. Go find someone btr. Find someone else who can tolerate ALL UR SHITS. accept the type of person you are. FORGIVING U OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR THE SAME MISTAKE. for fucking around with other girls. Try that. See which girl who can do that.

Treat u good take me for granted . Ccb. Want end , end earlier la. Don't waste my time seriously. You think there's btr girls outside waiting for you? I have to.

I think I deserve btr then this treatment you're giving me. And you're the second guy which fucking threw money on my face. Try that one more fucking time . -'-

And don't think u give me money for a living means I OWE YOU. I DON'T OWE U. YOU YOURSELF DON'T WANNA LET ME WORK. so don't blame me for using ur money. And I don't spend much of ur money. I only spend 3dollars of ur money everyday