你伤害了我，还一笑而过。

Time past...
Long time ever since I've last blogged .
Time past, things changes .
It's never like before ...
Feeling hopeless ... If only I had a time machine ...
Might be going to genting next month with boyfriend....
Well. That's all...

Heartache.....

Browsed through our photos..
Having alot heartache and question marks...
Even the sweetest memorize we'rnt trueful. Why?
What's makes u think I deserve such treatment. I didn't do anything wrong .
As a grilfriend, 我觉得我已经做够了。
Is this karma ?
我累了。我真的累了.
I hope I can stop putting afford alr.
Atlease I won't get hurt that much. I'm really tired of everything.
What can hurt me the most in my life is relationship. Fail. A total failure.. Argh. Fuck you... For lettin me go through this pain. Karma will surely Fuck u back ...

I'm more and more disappointed in ur attitude these days . Just fuck it okay.
I've given in to u in the fact that ur friends were more important . Okay .
That's what's with ur fucking attitude ?! I've given in alot these days alr.
And ur e-mail too? Just shit you.
You're just lucky that I love you. If not. I'll alr leave you.

And . I cherish my relationship with her alot . And if one day we really drift off cos of u. I swear I will hate you.
She's been there for me even more then you . Accompany me thru those fuck mood that you've given me. Try'na cheer me up when u give me shit . Help me solve my problem.
Whatever it is. If anything happen between us. I will hate u. Forever.

hello

i'm back blogging.. i realise i've been neglecting my blog for quite some time.

i've been sitting alone thinking alot of things. out of a sudden. our past just run through my mind.
dont you miss our past?
maybe that wasnt the real yoou at that moment. but atlease you're your real you now.

i appreciate everything you've done for me . i really do. in the past, and now. i do.
although i'm still not sure abt ur feeling for me now. still feeling insecure now. but i love you.
even more then the past. a lil bit  more each time you trynna make me feel secure.

i'm always looking for the memories that belongs to us. but i cant find any. i've always been looking for that special place that belong to us. but i still cant find any. but in this 18 month relationship. i've learnt alot of things.
all the lil things you've done is all in my heart,
everythings. good or bad.. all.

i wonder how much am i worth to you. cos you're very important to me. more then what i can express.
i hope u can know all these things. cos i can say it all out.

i remember all the lil promised you've made to me... the sweet moments. i miss them all.
i remember being together, dating. th "i cant lose you" feeling.
the tight hugs. the exitment feeling whenever we see each other. the shy moment when you looked into my eyes.

but it's enough already. all this memorize. it's enough to make me remember it forever.
nomatter what happens in the future. be it still tgt or not. i'll still remember it...

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baby. i really love you. and i hope u know it....