Sunday, 27 May 2012

i'm bored. so here i am doing this again (:


NAME: Priscilla.
AGE: 16
BIRTHDATE: 061196
PRESENT ADDRESS: Bukit batok

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = vitasoy 
2. last phone call = Wang weiqiang
3. last text message = Wang weiqiang
4. last song you listened to = tian hou
5. last time you cried = forgotten
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = Yes.
7. been cheated on = yea
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Ya.
9. lost someone special = Yea
10. been depressed = Yah!
11. been drunk and threw up = -.- YES
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. blue
14. pink
LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Ya.
16. Fallen out of love = yea
17. Laughed until you cried = yea
18. Met someone who changed you = YAH!
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yea.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Ya.
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = NO.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = most of them!
24. Do you have any pets = yeas
25. Do you want to change your name = No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = drinking and ktv.
27. What time did you wake up today = 12:30
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = scribbling
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = my boyfr t bring me go swimming and gaigai :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother = she's a week ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = MY ATTITUDE
32. What are you listening to right now = nothing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = no.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing
37. Nickname = zhu & lao shu -.-
38. Relationship Status = Attch.
39. Zodiac sign = scopio
40. He or She = huh?
41. Elementary = Yio chu kang.
42. High School = hougang sec
43. College = -
44. Hair color = Abit brown
45. Long or short = Long.
46. Height = 155 i think
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = nah
48. What do you like about yourself? = dont know
49. Piercings = no
50. Tattoos = No.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = Nope
53. First piercing = Forget :/ .
54. First best friend dont remember
55. First sport you joined = dont remember
56. First vacation = MALAYSIA
58. First pair of trainers = hur ?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing.
60. Drinking = Nothing.
61. I'm about to = sleep .
62. Listening = suave / kiss me
63. Waiting for = nth
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = YEP
65. Get Married? = yes
66. Career? = yah
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = both!
68. Hugs or kisses= hugs
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both-.-
73. Sensitive or loud = NONE
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = None.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = yes , during true or dare
77. Drank hard liquor = Yah.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = NOPE
79. Sex on first date = NO.
80. Broke someone's heart = yea LOL
81. Had your own heart broken = Ya.
82. Been arrested = ya-.-
83. Turned someone down = ya.
84. Cried when someone died = ya . DUH
85. Fallen for a friend = Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = ya. sometimes.
88. Love at first sight = no
89. Heaven = Ya.
90. Santa Claus = No-.-
91. Kiss on the first date = yea
92. Angels = Ya.

Tuesday, 8 May 2012

Fuck this shit.

FUCK THIS SHIT. FUCK EVERYONE FUCK EVERY PIECE OF SHIT OKAY.
What's wrong with people today. Nb.

Seriously.
Firstly. I didnt say anything about u wishing me for our anniversary for the past 6 months.
FYI. IF U HAVEN'T REALIZE We didn't celebrate OUR ANNIVERSARY for the past 6months and I'M OKAY WITH THAT.
BUT. u didn't realize that you've been neglecting our relationship ALOT lately.
You've been planing to meet ur whoever friends during ALL Ur off days . And u expect me to accompany u. EVEN ON OUR ANNIVERSARY . YOU WANT ME TO ACCOMPANY U TO MEET UR FRIENDS.
U can plan to do everything with YOUR FRIENDS and all I can is shut my bloody mouth and fucking follow. Wut else ?
Then ?! What's next ? Even on EVERY of our anniversary .

Wtf is wrong with you ? Okay. Imagine the time u spend with me. Not counting the days in army but after you ORD. You've never went out with me once. and I meant NEVER.

And then here comes your LOL.
In EVERY TEXT MESSAGES. LOL LOL LOL LOL & STILL, LOL.
Does anything I've said in the text made u laugh or does it even sounds funny? FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY.

That's enough. AND TODAY. I've been so pissed off with my bloody teAcher alr. And I was trying to find someone to talked to. You. You were the ONLY ONE who can hear me talk. And then. You, bloody ignored me. Eh wtf is wrong with you.
Then ?! Everyone starts to ignore. And from now. I'll shut the fuck up and make sure u don't think I'm bloody attitude-ing you okay.

You were the one who starts giving me shits. I'll return u all your bloody shits you gave me and make sure u bth.
Seriously....

Exam period. U didn't once tell me goodluck for your exam. After i came back. U didn't once asked me how's my exam.
Everyday after you ended work. I'll ask u how's your work. Try'nna chill the hell out of u if you're angry with ur costumer . Trynna sweet talk more to make u happy. Do our house chores for you. Do everything for you. But if u're gonna take everything for granted. I'll stop. I swear I'll stop. If u think I ain't good enuf. Go find someone btr. Find someone else who can tolerate ALL UR SHITS. accept the type of person you are. FORGIVING U OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR THE SAME MISTAKE. for fucking around with other girls. Try that. See which girl who can do that.

Treat u good take me for granted . Ccb. Want end , end earlier la. Don't waste my time seriously. You think there's btr girls outside waiting for you? I have to.

I think I deserve btr then this treatment you're giving me. And you're the second guy which fucking threw money on my face. Try that one more fucking time . -'-

And don't think u give me money for a living means I OWE YOU. I DON'T OWE U. YOU YOURSELF DON'T WANNA LET ME WORK. so don't blame me for using ur money. And I don't spend much of ur money. I only spend 3dollars of ur money everyday

Sunday, 8 April 2012

not feeling good

sometimes i wonder? what am i expecting from you . i dont know.
kill me for th curiousity of your past. now who the hell is gracious now ? gosh. seriously . past few day i know the storey behind that hey be. then i know joyce. and now gracious.

how much more can i know ? fuck it shit . this seriously freaks me out alot. knowing so much facts that i hope it shouldnt be that way ?
it scares me alot . now what am i gonna do ? red bull? fuck this shit seriously. i give up....

Thursday, 5 April 2012

If only I had a time machine...

Boy. You've finally changed slowly.
I can see your changes. I'm happy.
But slowly. I've learnt to see your troubles too.. Money issues, your family troubles..

I'm sorry for being a burden to you.
I know being with me is very stressful.
My family. Me..
Most importantly. Money.
If only i didn't mix with th wrong group. If only I've learnt how to think earlier.
Maybe. I wouldn't be like this now.
If only I'm not your girlfriend now. You wouldn't be so unhappy.
I'm sucha failed girlfriend. I demands things from you. Even I know you're tired. I want you to accompany me. I kill your freedom, I need you with me all the time. I couldn't sleep if you're nt around. I couldn't make decisions without you. Sorry. Sorry for being sucha burden to you.

I can't make u smile. I make u Pek cek all the time..

An now I realize.. You don't smile so often as th past. You're no longer cheerful.
If only I can make you smile. Make you happy. I'm sorry for being useless.
I'm sorry I couldn't do anything seeing you so xin ku....
I really wished I could do something for you. But I don't know what to do. 
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry...