Sianah

I just noticed that I didn't go sch for quite a long time . Omg . I must get my ass up for sch alr . Gosh . Hais .
Mum got fired and now hav money problems again -.-
Everything's normal. And That Ck FINALLY CONTACTED ME ! -.- after so long ... Meeting him this Sunday with darling (: wonder if they both could get along . Hmmmm... Okay. It's late and I can't sleep . Having nuasea . I can't lie down. Once I lie down, I feel like vomitting . -.- Fuckthisshit. -.-


Qianqian:
I really miss u alot . And I'm worried abt . Wondering if u are feeling well. Wondering if u hav been eaten well. U must be god damn bored and scared. Being at a office with stray dogs ?! Wtf is this . I wonder what is ur daddy doing . I really miss u alot. Being alone must very depressing for u. Without ur daddy mommy with u. Being with a bunch of strangers . I'm sorry that Jiejie cannot go see u. I hope u know that I want to . But I don't hav a chance to. I hope u won't forget me . I really miss u alot Qian. And I'm very worried . I hope u are fine . I'll pray for u. I love you):

Okay. Pikkkturesss time! random ones ..

Bored 

Hi (: I'm at shanhui's house with bibi. Damn not feeling well ): gonna go and see doctor again ltr . My cough and flu doesnt stop nomatter how much cough syrup I drink ): sad case .
Went over t woodland jetty just nao which is a 10 mins walk away. And I wasn't feeling well): I feel like Puking throughout th whole stay... ): I very sad ): my nostril and throat is so damn itchy with alot of flam ): I'm not able t sleep. Bibi is maple-ing away happily 
Headache ): sad ... Okaylah , pikturrrre tym ^^ 

Ps:// not all pics are taken on e same day. Some are veh long ago de ^^

Life.

My life ? Is u ... Okay , I have no idea why are u so important t me too . And soon . If u continue treating me this way, no . U won't be anymore . I'll trying my fuckin best t not make u my first priority of my life . Seriously . Are u takin advantages of me just because I feel that u're my damn important person ? Fuck it okay ?
All u know is sleep , eat , play games & ur friends . What's more ?
U'll only treat me right for that few minutes when u nid smth . Then ?
I'm ur temper bin. NO MORE . have u really even cared abt me recently ? NO. Okay . Fuck life . I mean fuck you.

My dreams . They are hinting me again. Don't force me . To be in that way. I really had enough. This few days . I woke up with tears on e side of my cheeks . I had enough . I really do .
Don't force me . Fucker .

Seriously. I don't know what's so good about you. U hav serious attitude problem . A bloody flirt . Voilence . What's more can U do? Oh seriously.
Th only thing is that u financially support me . Nth else .
Didn't I treat u good enough ? Why treat me this way ? -'-

School.

School didn't worked out for me today. It just feels so weird ... It seems As if I'm with a bunch of small kids .
I didn't talked today except asking for tissues . All I did was just nodding my head and smiling . It's like I'm a extra or smth.

It's always t new year I'm sick . Having flu and nausea . It doesn't feels good . I've been sneezing none stop during class ....

Th teacher intro-Ed me t e class like I'm some hooligan or smth. He said. "I don't know if she got a gang outside anot, it's for you t find out . So please don't bully her, she's been here longer then you. And she's older then all of you here " cork seriously .__.

Long principle talks are always so boring. Principle kept saying , u not happy , u transfer school. We have too many students here / or we will kick you out , there's so many schools out there that have NOT ENOUGH STUDENTS. Wdhh seriously -.-

School is just so boring ..

Pikkktureees time .. ~